Sunday, March 31, 2013

It's funny how heart can be deceiving

where there is desire there is gonna be a flame
where there is a flame someone's bound to get burned
just because it burned doesn't mean you gonna die
you gotta get up and try and try
xo ♔

Tuesday, March 26, 2013


I'd play the part of a fool just to be with youuu.
okay that was sweet, well let's pray for it if it do exist

so today post is about Grateful
I just wanna thank God for giving me such a loving life, happy life, and even though sometimes things doesn't go as I expected, but I'm grateful of what I already have and hoping for better next time.

Music of the week:

  • Forever - The Marvelettes
  • Marvin's Room - Drake
  • Calling - Sebastian Ingrosso 
  • Marry Me - Train

Together we vow that our colors will sparkle the faith

xo ♔

Wednesday, March 20, 2013


Tributes to my Grandfather

R.I.P Grandfather, We missed you, we love you, Sorry for being not good enough, This morning I woke up at 3 am, can't sleep well,  my thoughts were so full, I miss how you used to pick me up after tuition and send me to school, how you used to pick me up when papa & mama were so busy, I missed how you used to tickle me on the feet and you used to teach us children's songs, how you whistle, how you used to play the doll with us and how you used to buy us snacks, how you used to accompany us to sleep, I miss how we used to do some experiment and apply it on your feet, I miss you, It've been 4 and half a year since you were so powerless and sorry that I hadn't been able to keep in touch with you since then, Never thought you would leave so soon, I want to apologize if I haven't been the good granddaughter enough, May you rest in peace, God bless you.

much love

xo ♔

Thursday, March 14, 2013

Come What May

Happy White Day,
Seasons may change winter to spring, but I love you until the end of time
Come what may <3




I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz,
or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off.
I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,
in secret, between the shadow and the soul.

I love you as the plant that never blooms
but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers;
thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance,
risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body.

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where.
I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride;
so I love you because I know no other way

than this: where I does not exist, nor you,
so close that your hand on my chest is my hand,
so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep.

my new baby

random post 

goodnight x

xx ♔